Control Feeling

Always keep feeling inside heart.
No feeling show out.
Don't know the words "LOVE" how to write and how it feel.
Always doubt of real feeling.
Always avoid the real feeling.
Or Actually what really want?
Don't know what is correct or wrong?
Hard to make decision.
Please don't make mistake again.
No longer small kid, big enough already.
Hope all these never happen before.
The thinking different with each other?

Working History

1st week,
Pretend quite, cz still not familiar with the environment and the people, a bit boring cz not much work. A bit blur cz know nothing.

2nd week,
Condition Ok. Knowing better. However Sick. Starting more work, and responsibility. Start closing with colleague and boss too. Happy cz give them good impression. Sad cz received 1 bad news, after 1 month, he will leave us, then I have to handle stuff by ownself. Feel like no freedom, just go to work, back home, then routine life continuous everyday.

3rd week,
Time passing so fast, feel like time not enough for me. Learn a lot. On my mind, "Huh? Rest again? But still feel very full." Quite busy with work. Now waiting the time and the day when we will having dinner together with big big boss come from Japan. This is golden time to mix with them in order to built good relationship with everybody.

工作了

这个月开始我的“社会大学”了，时间过得真快！从小学到中学，到大学，现在社会大学。人生路就是这样吗？

在这里工作还好, 不会很闲，也不会很忙。也许头几天吧？接下来要忙了。。。很开心今天找到一个谜题的解决答案了。哈。。。那个经理说话有点快，很多时候不是很明白他在说什么？所以一定要非常专注他说的每一句话。他的人有点严，要求蛮高，要工作做到很好。。。很多以前的没做好，现在要慢慢改变。在他的身边其实可以学到很多东西，因为它很擅长思考。我就没有像他那样。。。哈。。。他就一直给我问题，叫我思考，想。。。要怎样做？ 哈。。。

感觉还不错！学到我很多不会的东西！ 更值得开心的是第一天工作，就收到好消息，下个星期一是我们公司休息天。哈。。。好开心。。。可以去唱K了！好想念和好朋友一起唱K 的日子。