What should I do?

What should I do ?
What I really want ?
I really don't know ...
Time ? Time again is the evidence of all ...
When ?
When is the suitable time for me to know everything ?

Pls ... Pls let me go ...
I feel guilty.
I don't want in future will hurt you.
I don't know what you think ?
I don't know what you want me to do ?
If you never known me before, maybe you will more happy.

I am so tired ...
Continue like this is not a choice ...
Is it these consider thinking too much?
Nobody will understand me...
I don't know how to make decision without hurting any party.