Interview

This few days very busy ... Many matter happened and need to solve. I knew that it is my golden chance to learn problem solving and take it myself. However, I am still very stress caused too many sudden things come to me ...
Additional I need to handle another task. It is a big challenge for me to settle all the things. This few days, The bog big boss direct deal with me, die lo... Why he doesn't want to deal with my superior ? Haiz ... Everything everybody also come to me, I feel proud cz they need me and feel that I can help them solve their problem, or they think I know better. I angry cz why my superior no need to do anything but he take as a boss name for what ? He just passed me the task and expect I can do for him within 1 day, somehow Japanese boss passed me another task also very urgent. Both also urgent ... Okay, I do for them.. but after that my superior take almost 2 days to check my task and summit to Japanese boss... Haiz .. It this call urgent ?

Last few days I applied some company, then today go for 2 interviews.
1 is Taiwan factory, 1 is Germany & Singapore factory. Both also good... but dunno got chance to go in or not. I prefer the 2nd one, but the chances to go in very low cz too many candidates applied for it and quite stress. I like their working environment, It really KL Citibank that I have worked b4. I love it so much. Hope I will get it and built my career during this few years. I wish I could have it. I wish to travel and training for meeting. I hope I can grow and climb higher but sometimes think that maybe I am not capable. Or am I doesn't want to accept the fact ? Haiz ... Hope everything so smooth...